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Franzi1107
I understand :/ do you often have to speak in front of classes/crowds 'cause I remember having lots and lots of speeches during my school time....
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Franzi1107
hahaha I try hard but I'm not as good as I'm in English ;D I went to a secondary modern school focussing on foreign languages and had to learn French, English and Italian for about 5 years :) I have no problems about the times, grammar aso but when it comes to special issues like "subjonctif" aso it could be that I forget to take certain signal words into consideration.... C'est trés difficile pour moi de exercer la langue parce que il n'y a pas beaucoup de personnes qui parlent le français á l'université et lire.... ça n' est suffit pas ;P (don't know how many mistakes I've made in this little sentence xD) and here in Austria we speak German ;) it's not about having a huge number of friends it's about having good ones and to be honest they can be counted on the fingers of one hand... no I'm a 1.66 m dwarf, the growth hormones weren't well-disposed towards me :D and it's fine to read about you wearing and trying out new stuff ;) as long as they do not have the color of antique pink xD
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Franzi1107
'cause I don't know the other person's expectations about my person and its the moment when you see the disappointment in their eyes... terrible, I get nervous and talk shit or nothing -.- so you see I partly care and partly I do not, it always depends on knowing the people or not ^^
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Franzi1107
and I think tall girls are quite pretty I always wanted to become taller than I am (only 1.66 m) my feet are too short imo and you look moldy easily -.- I have to be so careful about eating 'cause gaining weight is realized quickly especially when you ruined your metabolic system in the past :S I've watched your video on youtube, you aren't ugly at all but quite pretty ;) and about the anxiety sitting in busses, it's not important what others think you have to feel ok the way you are, forcing yourself to live like the masses only make your more and more depressive.... I do not admire people living up to trends, I admire those you have the courage to find their own way of living ;) f.e. I'm the only girl studying law with tattoos, piercings and a style including stockings and skirts ;) yeah the internet makes lot of things easier :) and you come in contact with people you would otherwise hardly ever meet.... but I always fear this moment you see them face to face....
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Franzi1107
your english is really fine, don't worry I can read through the sentences fluently ;) and I make mistakes too writing them down without realising what kind of nonsense I'm producing :D I love to read literature written in English or French language, so I try to stay on a certain level but unfortunately I do not find enough time for it ^^ and the situation with my "friends" wasn't very different to yours, they were the nicest people on earth when they needed somebody to give them scholary documents, homework aso but in the end they did all the funny things alone because it was kinda embarrassing to show yourself with a geek like me... but when you're young and suffer from loneliness you're grateful for every little word or person just to feel a bit more integrated in the local community, the steady hope that they might like you one day... it has taken a long time filled with learning to realise that nothing will ever change this way....
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Franzi1107
I'm sad to read that you had to go through this as well :/ how do you manage to live with this anxiety so far? and I totally agree with you :/ I had problems with my self confidence too, I had no friends and was nearly depressive... I tried hard to get over this through the years, became stronger, more indepenant and I hardly give a fuck what people think about me, I have no problems to go my way on my own and I have good friends today....however people telling you that you're ugly, fat, a nerd nobody wants to be seen with, it has left traces that will never totally disappear.... I'm quite careful/reserved when I make the acquaintance of new people.... when some people become really important to me I catch myself pushing them away sometimes to protect myself from being hurt again 'cause I cannot believe they could ever like a person like me ;)
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Franzi1107
I'm quite sure it is, there is no similar regulation here you only have to pass the A-levels that's all... I myself wasn't bad at school, best in class with a grade point average of 1.0 until the A-levels (or A don't know what the best grade is called in your country) but it's really not easy to study under these conditions -.- and I think it doesn't matter if you study in a small town, I'm quite sure you'll find the best way to lead a happy life in the end ;) intelligence has nothing to do with grades imo and it's quite sad to watch people diminishing others with their steady competitive behaviour thinking they're better which isn't the case.... :-O
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Franzi1107
and about the instrument: no unfortunately not, I wanted to learn playing the guitar when I was younger but I was bullied at school and the course was filled with all those people from my class.... I didn't have the self-confidence to go there ignoring the whole stuff, I was much more sensitive than I'm nowadays... and when I was getting older I didn't have enough time anymore :/
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Franzi1107
there are regulations in your country referring to certain studies, aren't there? it's different here, people can start to study whatever they want to but only a few get a title in the end... to be honest the whole education system is a pile of shit, our profs do not want people to finish university because their title is less worth, they're telling us education is nothing worth without us paying for it... I went to an exam lately and suddenly my prof draw 2 circles on a paper, I asked him what he wanted me to say with this and his short statement was:" this is a hotplate, women should deal with this instead of studying.... I love psychology too it's quite interesting, hope you'll have the chance to study this subject ;) and it's always difficult to know what to work after graduation so don't worry, we all have the same problem when it comes to this :/
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Franzi1107
I'm at university studying Austrian law ^^ sometimes I wish I would work, conditions are quite worse imo, profs telling you that education is useless without people paying for it and the exams have such high levels of difficulty that it's nearly impossible to cope with them... it's so frustrating going there with the background knowledge of a few thousand pages and nothing of it is really mentioned in the exam, you're left alone as a student... do you study/work? hahaha you're right, with a boyfriend listening to Eminem aso I wouldn't know if I should kill him or myself ;D Timecry was also one of the first bands representing this genre I was listening to ^^ First I was much more in genres like punk aso, my passion for metal genres started to develop when I was 16-17 ^^
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Franzi1107
that's really no problem at all, people have other things to do and I do not claim myself to be so important that my discussion partner is supposed to write back asap ;) your idea is really nice, hopefully you can realise your plans and you should be glad having a boyfriend listening to bands you like too :) don't know what you think about this matter but in my view music tastes have to be similiar at least...because it represents your attitude to life in some way and it affects other things as well....and we both have the problem with our friends listening to mainstream stuff, just imagine the same situation in a relationship ^^ but I'm busy helping others leading their relationships, maybe I'll never have enough time for this problem :DD ahhhh I really love the song you've posted, there was a time in the past I had to put it on repeat again and again, the voice and the melody fit perfectly well <3 thx you for reminding me, I have to start listening to them again :)
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fireondawson
ok cool.. you can listen to our complete debut album for free on last fm, so have fun!
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Franzi1107
going out and free time are two different things you're right, the kind of music you're listening to depends and influence your mood so... and you'll hardly find any pop songs on my mp3 either ;) yeah the metal music that stems from your country and the bordering states is of high quality, in their class out of reach for other bands because the music has such a distinctive sound... have you thought about travelling to another country to join a concert of them? don't know if it's possible and if the band is underground in Finland's bordering states as well :/ I travelled to Germany to go to a concert of a band thinking they would never come to Austria (in the meantime they did so ^^ nevertheless, great experience) I'm glad you like it :D I think it's different too, genre is really not the same as well as the melodic impacts but Kasper is quite changeable, looking at The Arcane Order's albums I can doubtlessly claim that it's another direction of music as well :)
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Velvet_Myx
Lol kui random. Mut joo toi on iha ok, tosin ei mitään maailmaa mullistavaa. Ehkä pitäis kuunnella enemmän tota tai jotain et aukenis paremmin.
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fireondawson
great taste there hanna, thanks for accepting the add!.. we are an alternative/progressive rock band from germany and added you cuz we thought you might like what we do.. so let us know what you think:).. greetings.. fire on dawson.. www.lastfm.de/music/Fire+On+Dawson
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Franzi1107
I exactly know what you mean, same here, my friends are also quite involved in these music genres, I get used to it but it's not really satisfying listening to their stuff while they show no interest in yours.... It's a pity that you didn't live here, would love to make your acquaintance :) really?? didn't know this, thought that they're much more known in Finland than here so that there is merch aso easily available :/ no he isn't, he rarely joins the band on the tours as far as I know, maybe it's 'cause of reasons of time or 'cause he has a lot to do with his new project "Brothers and the Night Horse"
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Franzi1107
thx you, yours is also really great, just went through your library and it's very impressive to be honest :) wish there would know more girls with your music taste here in Austria :)
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afz902k
Indeed it doesn't sound like black metal at all, which can only be a good thing, considering how disgusting that genre is! Sleeping is overrated except on those occasions when it's underrated; moreover, time is best spent watching high quality educational videos like the one you supplied me with.
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afz902k
I see! That is quite impressive, honestly. I have no talent for music, nor any discipline whatsoever, so I can't play for shit. I do have some musician friends though; as with most people who are very much into something in particular, you musicians seem to speak your own language, which I often can't really comprehend.
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Velvet_Myx
Varsin masentavaksi alkaa käydä kyllä noi youtube videot nyt kun niiden parissa on taas viettänyt hetkiä... Jotenki en nauranu millekkää noista nyt yhtään : ( [url=http://www.katsomo.fi/multimedia/vman/VMan-P69/VMan-P69472_224x126.jpg]Juha Saarinen[/url] ja jee tilaa!!!!!!!!11111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222
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Velvet_Myx
Tosta yleisestä KÖKKÖYDESTÄ jo huomaa et se on suomalaista. Suomalaisten ei pitäis tehdä tommosta musiikkia, me emme sitä osaa.
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Velvet_Myx
NO JAA. Emmä tiiä, toi ei mitää kauheen mahtavaa oo. Johtuu varmaan iha siitä että se on suomalaista, niin automaattisesti on vähän huonompaa ku missään muussa maassa tehty musiikki, lol.
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